It has been along time since I have blogged... there was alot going on in my life and I thought I needed a break which turned into not blogging at all... Well I decided tonight I missed it and wanted to start over and share my life with friends and family and strangers again! lol... I have always been a open book for thoes who know me there isnt much you dont know about me... but for thoes who dont know me let me share a little....
At age 22 I got married to a wonderful man of God... we wanted to start a family right away but the right away turned into 6 yrs of hurt and dissapointment lots of testing and dr appts .... then we moved to Utah and in Aug of 2006 we were in a church service where there was a prophet who called us out and said... "In the 7th year you will have a son and he will be a prophet" and then he prayed for us...well I went back to my seat and began to cry out to God I told him how much I wanted to believe this was true and how much I wanted to be a mom but this type of thing had happen before and only lead to tears...(misscarriage) So I told God do not let me get pregnant ever again if I cant carry to full term.... well this time there was something different I felt it to be true and I believed it was going to happen and prayed against my unbelief and doubt.... I started claiming the Word over my life and that night I was lying in bed and I was so excited that in 2007 we were going to have a baby boy...well the Lord spoke to me so clear and said No... in the seventh year of your marriage.... that meant we had to wait till 2008.... remind you this was Aug of 2006 ...so 2007 was the LONGEST year of my life! but faithfully as the prophet said in May of 2008 we celebrated our 7th wedding anniversary and in July of 2008...Malachi Jayce Jordan came into this world... this day was the happiest day of my life... I cant even describe the feeling when he was put into my arms all I kept thinking was is this real do I get to keep him is he really mine! So after mutiple misscarriages and infertility specialist and years of pain and hurt I was finally a MOM!
I will never forget what we went through to get here.... it was one of the toughest battles any couple can face and my heart goes out to couples dealing with infertillity know that you are in my prayers and I truly believe if it can happen for me it can happen for anyone! Dont lose hope keep believeing and trusting God and if this blog can be a hope to just one woman that it can and will happen then it was all worth while!
~♥~♥~ Lord,
I come before you right now in the Name of Jesus and I pray for your arms to be wrapped around couples all across this world tonight that are suffering with infertillity.... I pray they would feel your presence and know you are GOD! I pray that you would make the impossiable POSSIABLE for them I pray you heal thier bodies remove cyst, open tubes, do endometrosis surgury, cause ovaries to function as they ought to, boost sperm count in husbands, i speak against unexplained infertillity right now... Lord I pray that you would make these bodies line up to the word of God and be healed in the name of your son Jesus.... God I pray for conception to happen for life to be started and for positive pregnancy test ... I pray you strengthen cervixes and i speak against chromozone problems in the name of Jesus... I pray that these wombs would be full and these wives would be able to join the 'Mommy club" God I pray you build faith and remove doubt and untill it happens you would bring peace and comfort as you do always! I pray for a abundunce of babies in empty arms! Lord I truly believe that you will fill these homes with children and I thank you in advance for life! God you are so amazing and so powerful and I know you want and will bless...so in your wonderful and loving name I pray....
AMEN!
